I had a good cry!

Yesterday we received immunization records and a background report on Brooke "Bo Chang" from the time of her finding.

Bo Chang was left at the entrance of an alley in Poyang and found on 3/20/07. They estimated her date of birth at 2/4/07 based on the condition of her umbilical cord, Physiological features and a birth note that was left with her.

This is why I cried, I believe Brooke's birth mother had her for about 6 weeks before coming to the realization that she could not raise her. I feel she tried because she had her for 6 weeks and then wrote a note she left with the baby in a place where she knew Brooke would be found. Brooke was in surprisingly good condition but upset when first at the orphanage. the Orphanage Director then narrated her development milestones month by month since her finding.

I am sad we could not be there to witness the first time she picked up her head, smiled, sat up and joyously greeted important people to her. I am also sad that Brooke's birth mother did not get to witness her development either or know that she is going to have wonderful life and be well taken care of in America. I pray for her comfort, peace of mind and hope that somehow she knows her daughter is being adopted by a loving family. I can't imagine the pain of having to face such a life shattering decision. She will always be in our thoughts.

It is clear that Brooke has been very well taken care of in this orphanage. the Director describes her at six months as having "a relatively lively personality, fair skin, dark thick hair, and big eyes. She is incredibly beautiful".

Brooke, your mommy, daddy and big sister are coming to bring you home.

We leave tomorrow!